I know... I know... just read teh WHOLE post and comment.

OH... WOW... I've been really busy. I am sorry for the lack of posts in the last 6 days. Anyways, I shall go on to say that this is not a music blog. It's just a life/stuff blog. Like most teenage blogs... right? Although I try not to mention what's going on during school, because I would never embarrass my friends like that... right? Right. I am obviously not in school right now, because it's SUMMMAHHH!!!!!! YAY! But of course, I have a few things to mention. I will TRY TRY TRY to post more often to make up for this non-posting NONSENSE! I wanted to thank and mention my followers. My followers are amazing (when I was typing followers, I ended up typing flowers, and all my followers are as beautiful as flowers... no need to thank me, but you can of course :)). <--that smiley face looks like a :) with a double chin. I also need advice. I am just foreshadowing/predicting the future, like anyone who knows me and reads this blog I am not talking about you. Just wanted to make this clear before I started. It's not really advice that I need it's more of a comment. Like what's the point of dating in junior high? I mean, it's not going to last right? Right. Like I don't think that I would get married to a guy who I'd date in grade school. I am not dating anyone now, and so it may seem like I am bitter about this subject because I don't have a boyfriend. But using my logic... it doesn't make sense to me. I am happy that no one has asked me out... recently... when I cared about hurting people's feelings. I still care about hurting people's feelings, I'm not callous. But I am just saying this is my logic on dating: If a person asked me out that I don't know or am not friends with I would say HELL NO! I wouldn't go out with them. If my friends are like 'Oh yeah... he's in my math class. He usually doesn't cause any trouble. He seems nice enough.' But I don't know the person. So isn't that just weird. Like are they watching me? I would think, if I don't know the person how do they know me? I don't know it freaks me out. Ever since reading Twilight and how Edward would park his car outside Bella's window... that scared the poop out of me. So I check my windows before I go to bed. I'm not kidding. 

But if a really good friend of mine asked me out, it would be hard. I would PROBABLY eventually say no. I don't know... I would actually have to think about it. I don't know about you and your friends. But most of my friends know who I like. But with MOST guy friends that's something you don't talk about. Like I talk about shopping or mutual friends, or what movies are coming out. I have these guy friends who are really nice and they know a LOT about me... probably almost everything about me. But then they are like 'meh' guy friends who can keep up a good conversation on AIM but who I can't actually talk to in real life. Maybe because they are just plain boring in person. Or they can be annoying, or act like they are too busy to talk to you in person. So if one my really nice guy friends asked me out. It would be a difficult decision. Do you say yes? Like if you do say yes the break-up would probably be hard to get over/deal with. But if you say no, will the person hate you. It's a hard decision. If I said no I put it in the nicest way possible. I wouldn't be like 'Sorry' and give them a hug. I would give them and explanation and do my best to forgive and forget. I think that would work best. So I guess this is advice... (I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYONE... PROMISE). But if a guy friend asked you out what would you say, dear followers? Just comment and tell me. Also... if you are not a follower, I WOULD LOVE (<333) to hear your opinions. I just want to kinda speak out to the junior high ppl who are dating right now. I kinda admire your leap of faith and not being scared. Looking in the future... but looking for the better. Maybe thinking about the break up is not the right thing to do. Maybe I should just think about NOW... and take it one day at a time. So if you are mad at my bitter and negative post... tell me. If you are mad though, maybe you don't understand me that well. I just said I admired you so... that's just your problem. I am not against dating... but it gets so complicated. Complicated enough for the he said/she said thing. That gets WAY too confusing for one day. So maybe if I was to date, I would make it clear: 'SAVE THE DRAMA FOR YOUR LLAMA!' *sigh* But maybe things work out better for you. I am not all uptight and annoying about dating. Promise. :)

I'm probably going to be coolest dork you'll ever meet. :D