crying... tears of joy :)

I am so happy. But I am not sure why. I don't know I am listening to my mom frying fish and this really good song called The Duet by the one and only Never Shout Never. It's a great song. I don't know I felt like I should share my happiness. I am not sure what I am singing for my audition yet. But I think I am doing a bit from Uraltalk by Never Shout Never. I am still sad Panic spilt up. So sad... too bad. :). I am usually sad and stuff. But I am so happy. And now I think I know why. My saw my amazing friends since school had ended. They are awesome. I went to this party that was on a boat. And 10 people who are cool and kinda nice were there. There's was this kid who is a guy but everyone was telling him he looked like a lesbian because of his haircut and the shirt he was wearing. We didn't gossip. It's like we picked up from where school left off last year. There was this one couple who broke up over the summer which I was sad about ( D:) but it seems like both parties are actually doing fine. So it's all good. And I think I might have a returning crush ;) . But maybe... it's just because I was so happy to see everyone. I think that might be why. But I don't care

I wanna live it up just because....