Ello Folowahs, 

This is a dead blog. I now have a tumblr y'all. Sorry. It's too addicting. So... either get a tumblr which I HIGHLY suggest OR live your yucky lives with a blogger. Heads up: Tumblr... WAYYYY BETTTER!!!!!! Last question of the post ever... (on blogger): Are you going to get a Tumblr or what?

crying... tears of joy :)

I am so happy. But I am not sure why. I don't know I am listening to my mom frying fish and this really good song called The Duet by the one and only Never Shout Never. It's a great song. I don't know I felt like I should share my happiness. I am not sure what I am singing for my audition yet. But I think I am doing a bit from Uraltalk by Never Shout Never. I am still sad Panic spilt up. So sad... too bad. :). I am usually sad and stuff. But I am so happy. And now I think I know why. My saw my amazing friends since school had ended. They are awesome. I went to this party that was on a boat. And 10 people who are cool and kinda nice were there. There's was this kid who is a guy but everyone was telling him he looked like a lesbian because of his haircut and the shirt he was wearing. We didn't gossip. It's like we picked up from where school left off last year. There was this one couple who broke up over the summer which I was sad about ( D:) but it seems like both parties are actually doing fine. So it's all good. And I think I might have a returning crush ;) . But maybe... it's just because I was so happy to see everyone. I think that might be why. But I don't care

I wanna live it up just because.... 

*sigh* I guess life has been the same old boring terrible life. *sigh*. I am like crying. I miss all of my friends. And the song that I am listening to is kinda sad. Remembering Sunday by All Time Low. So I am in this really cool drama program. For the safety of me I won't say it's actual name I will call it FPAN (stands for nothing really and has nothing to do with the program it's the first letter of my fave bands, Fall Out Boy, Panic, All Time Low, Never Shout Never). So on the first day of rehearsals we have AUDITIONS. You sing like a 2 minute excerpt from a song and the directors look at you. Then you have to read a monologue. I am scared. I am sorry. So scared. So I have done FPAN before and I sang Love Story by Taylor Swift. It's a nice song. I love it. I guess. But whatever. It landed me a nice part. As Ginger in Zombie Prom. Meh... it's all good, it wasn't huge but I DID have a one-line singing solo. I love being on stage, but I hate looking for people you know in the audience. And NEVER NEVER NEVER wave to the people in the audience. That's just a no-no. You know? I remember singing a bit of Love Story when she's like 'and my daddy said stay away from Juliet' and I go into the chorus. I guess I did go. I mean my friends told me I was really good. And I got one of my best friends into Taylor Swift because of this stupid audition. I mean, I love FPAN so I mean FPAN isn't stupid. I just was like wow... you are addicted to Taylor Swift because of me? I was surprised because she only has show tunes on her iPod. But yeah. So, anyways my voice range is do to ti without cracking my voice. Question of the post... what should I sing for my audition? If you have any ideas. I was thinking about singing the Juliet Simms part from Remembering Sunday... but yeah your contributions would be GREATLY appreciated. 

Hola friends,

I have found this awesome website called playlist.com . It's amazing. I love it. So lets get to the point, I am in love with this song called Time Travel For Buried Treasure. I love it. SO much. I don't think my followers will like it much though. It's by Nickasaur! He's so cool, I love him. I wish he could be a bit hotter but I can't have my cake and eat it too, correct? Here's the song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzZqtfqr74E&feature=related

Enjoy this amazing song, I love it!

On the verge of a short story.

The title says it all. Just check this out:

I was running to school. Hands clenched in fists. When I looked at the kitchen clock it was 7:55. I have 5 minutes to get to school. Wait... my mom set the clock 15 minutes fast. It's really just 7:40. I sigh as I walk slower, unclenching my fists. My mom did that so I wouldn't be late for my big day. The first day of Eighth grade. Now, I know 'eighth' shouldn't be capitalized but it is Eighth grade. Last year of elementary. Yet a year closer to independence. Walk, walk, walk, my new converse with the clouds on them go tap, tap, tap against the pavement. New teachers, new students, and even more homework. I make an audible groan causing people to stare at me. But who cares? That 27 year old man didn't have to wake up an hour early to pick out his clothes. I could tell, an undershirt and a pair of Levi jeans, his blonde hair unbrushed. Yet he looked well-groomed. Push, push, push, against the walk button. Wait, wait, wait, walk. I storm across the crosswalk. Am I skipping to the the entrance. The entrance of school... not the entrance of the mall which I would happily skip to the entrance of. But school... that's a difference. Once I walk in there's no turning back. Well I could turn back making a 7 minute walk, a 14 minute walk by going home. I go in. Shut the door. Slam. Walk in. There's a cold breeze but who could care less. The principal greets me as I rush up the stairs to hear my 'Welcome Back' speech. I stand in front of the auditorium doors. I close my eyes and count to 69 my favorite number. It was time to put away my apprehension and just go out there and me my bubbly seventh grade me. I guess have to give capital 'E' eighth grade a shot. 

Well how is it? That's my question of the post really...

Megan Fox

*SCREAM* So sorry. It's been days since I have posted. I was away for a couple of days so I couldn't post. My life has been really stressful. DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT! But I don't have much to talk about. I have been on this really addicting site called polyvore.com . I am so fricking addicted to this site. Okay I am going to rant about something. Her name is Megan Fox. I think Megan Fox is a frank, real, pretty actress who says some controversial things. This being said a LOT of people have no respect for her. Megan Fox made famous by both the Transformers movies and Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen (which is regularly on Disney Channel but nevertheless). At least those are the movies I think of when I think of Megan Fox. Megan Fox is a very very pretty person. Thanks to some of my good guy friends Megan Fox is my hero. So my friends think that Megan Fox is the most beautiful woman alive. I can't argue with that. But how they constantly talked about her. Really? Why was she so amazing? I then read an article about her, saying that she was bad for women. But frickin' why? Now it talked about how pretty she was and how that can be a self esteem downer. At the end of the article I expected to say JUST KIDDING. But it was dead serious. Now I could see why people might dislike Megan Fox. Some of her quotes are very very controversial. For example: "Really my only job is to look attractive. I was so angry about that, that I went in the opposite direction. I turned into a really butch bull dyke for, like, six months... Then I went in the other direction. From being a giant motorcycle-riding lesbian, I turned into a zombie. I lost, like, 30 pounds. I was like, 'I'm losing weight for the movie'. I was telling myself I was being method (method acting), which was so outrageous and ridiculous and not true." So okay, when I first read this quote I found nothing wrong with it. My good friend then explained it to me. Apparently how this quote is worded makes it sound like lesbians are ugly and when she lost some weight she wasn't an ugly lesbian. So I reply with "You know she's bisexual, right?" Okay sidetracking for a minute you know how if you are black you can make a black joke and it's politically okay. But if you are white and you make a black joke it's not politically okay and can come off as offensive. Going to back to Megan Fox I thought since she is bisexual it might be politically okay to say that. If you base some of your comments on what I just said before. But the fact that she is bisexual made her statement even more offensive (to some people). What I thought that she was saying that she was sick of being pretty she tried being the opposite. So she became butch and stuff. But then when she started losing weight she came back to her normal self. Me myself I don't find anything wrong with that. But other people do. So I will just you know say that when someone pulls out that quote. There's one more quote that bothered my friend but didn't bother me at all. I didn't get along with Lindsay Lohan on Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen, but you have to consider that we were 16-year-old girls. I haven't seen Lindsay since then, but I imagine she's grown and become a different person. I know I have. From what I've experienced, women aren't good friends to one another. When guys want to hang out with you because your personality is badass, women immediately hate you." Okay my friend said that it made it sound like all women are "simply man-obsessed" as she puts it. But she did say "...From what I've experienced..." so she is basically saying that the woman that she has been around has hated her for hanging out with guys. I mean the same thing has happened to me. One of my girl friends did get mad at me when I started hanging out more and more with one of my guy friends. And it wasn't even like I was hanging out with him, it was more of a I was talking 2 minutes to respond to her on aim. It's not like she hasn't done that to me before. I don't really know why she got so upset. I mean we could've solved this without getting my guy friend in the middle of it. So yes, I can relate to Megan's quote. And she says from what I've experienced so I don't think she wanted it to sound like all women. Anyways, I think she's a great actress, and she has said some really good stuff too. So I have a question of the post. Do you like Megan Fox (if you have trouble you can just answer on a scale from 1 to 10, 10 being I HATE HER!!!! 1 being she's a cool chick). I like Megan Fox, and I don't think she's trying to mean in any way.